Last Week

Last week:

-A flatmate overdosed on painkillers so I spent most of the night in hospital with her

-I had my heart broken

-I threw up in a pub

-I got so wasted I felt as though my head was going to explode

-I got an extraordinarily low mark for one of my university essays

-I nearly ruined my relationship with the person who in a matter of weeks has appreciated me as a person better than anyone I have ever met

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Right now this thought is buzzing over my head like a bunch of flies over a corpse:

Sadness can indeed be inspiring but not now, not at the moment...